Today I Woke up cause i was dreaming something really nice. But at the same time I stopped myself. I said ''no, wait you cant be dreaming this, you cant be enjoying it''. That was when I realize i prefer not dreaming. I mean, its awful when you are dreaming something really amazing, really true and you wake up. That disappointing moment nonono, i clearly prefer not dreaming.
This dream took me to realize that im finally getting what i wanted. What ive been waiting for a long time, not the way i would like to, but still ...
We want something. When we're finnaly getting it... we complain (we=me) WHY?